edit: no i can't tell you everything because you just won't understand and you'll try your best and i'll appreciate you for it but what can you do to make me feel better? you can't do anything what am i supposed to say to your efforts? thanks but i'm still sad nothing you can do about it, gonna be a horrible person now and then you just get upset and frustrated that you aren't helping me and it's like hello not my fault i'm sorry if i have problems that i wanted to talk to you about and you aren't FIXING ME as if that's all you wanted to do, why cant you just listen and not try to fix me there isn't anything to fix or be fixed in anyone ever and people who think that are dumbasses. why don't people ever just listen anymore instead of trying to make me feel guilty that what they're doing isn't working, i don't want what you are selling i trust you and love you to death so stop stop stop and then i just feel terrible for being angry at someone who only wants to help then i just lose the person in the end so whatever it isn't a big deal it's not like it will change but oh wait
courage